In His Eyes

 

            There are times in our lives when the presence of only one person will satisfy the hunger in our souls, when only one can fill the void of deeper meaning.  This search crying aloud in every heart is what draws us out to gaze heavenward in awe at the millions of stars shining above.  The beauty of the stars reminds us of this One along with his great power and unfathomable glory.  What we sometimes don’t realize, though, is God stands there with us, gazing not at the stars, but at our upturned faces with deep, passionate love in his eyes.  This God who holds the moon in his hand uses the same hand to turn us to him so we can view his outpourings of grace for ourselves.

              This miraculous and intimate relationship God wants to have with you is worshipfully explored in the poetry of “In His Eyes”, the continued story of “Learning to Fly”, crafted by the gifted and talented poet, Sarah Katreen Hoggatt.  Within these pages you will hear the voice of God speaking into your heart what he has longed for you to hear, a story of transformation and delight in the wonderful person he created in you.  As he holds you close, enjoy his presence, look up into the endless sea of stars, and lose yourself in the majestic love shining from his eyes.

 

 

Poem Selections

 

 

Come Away
My Grandpa's Voice
Vision
Beat of Change
Falling Up
One Day I Sat With the Wise

Carried in Prayer

Smile-Maker

Value of Naught

What is Art?

 

     Come Away

Come away my beloved
into the secret recesses
of myself where your soul
will be smoothed
beneath the ministrations
of my soothing hand
and your hot tears
will be swept away in
the cool light within my
penetrating gaze of tenderness.
Let me take you far above
into my realm of consolation
and redemption.
I will show you who you are,
the delight you are to me
and the glory I created you for.
Leave the cares of this
world behind and do not
be afraid of them,
for I am greater than they.
They will soon pass away
but I - I remain the same.
I want to help you,
to comfort you,
to bring you into myself.
But first I need you to
let go of what you think
is irrefutable,
of what you consider to be solid.
I need you to empty your hands
so I can fill them.
So come away with me my beloved.
Come away, come away.


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     My Grandpa's Voice

I heard it in the early morning
waking up to Grandpa’s mush,
his duct taped slippers
padding along the cold linoleum
of the trailer floor.
His eyes, my eyes, greet me
as I happily scramble into his lap,
legs dangling over the side,
leaning my head to listen to the
rhythmic cadences of his heart beat.

I heard his laughter reverberate
in the cab as he took “his girls”
on a joy ride in his new
truck through the countryside.
Jumping over fire pits like Tinkerbelle,
I hear him call to my mom
for a Band-Aid and then object when
they rush him to the hospital for stitches.
And me, always running back for that
second hug and “I love you.”

Then quietly I listened to his voice
as he stuttered his words
in the late afternoon
but when he curses in
frustration they are quite clear.
Pictures on the wall
show visits too infrequent
and a beloved cat named Willy,
desperately missed.
What he would give for a beer.
 

Now I cannot hear his voice over the
screaming in my own head and his
coughs as he drowns in his lungs.
His only word is “Help” and the severest word
of ultimate goodbye I am required to give
cannot form itself under the boulders of my tears.
I hold his hand in mine, a life vest against reality
of these priceless moments before the gate of death.
Then when the dreaded moment has come to be
and I have uttered the black words of loss,
I sink to the floor
knowing I will hear his voice no more.

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     Vision

 

I will not be deterred,
my heart will not be dissuaded.
This choice I have made,
this laying down of
what I have thus far known
and the taking up of
what I believe can be
is the journey set
before my feet.
The line drawn,
the curtain parted.
I will try,
I will see it through.
And if I fail,
          at least I have
                       dared–
                                    and lived.


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    Beat of Change

 

Change invariably comes,
             altering the regular beats
             of our lives into a
             strange new melody.
Whether it tumbles in
             as rocks down a hill
             shattering into unrecognizable
             shards all we once knew,
or as the tinkling of bells
             reminding us of something
             beyond ourselves,
             change makes itself known
in between the crevices
             and in the shadows of corners,
   
         hiding behind an illusioned
             world of predictability we have
laid deep within our lives.
             We wonder at it,
             try to understand its way,
             but how can you understand something
that is always remaking itself?
             Are we even meant to comprehend the
             chords of change and the turning
             of movements sung through
the strings of our hope and pain?
             Or is there indeed divine
             guidance within them?
             Surely change will come,
but the question is...
             how will you respond to it?
             What note will you play
             in the song of change?

 

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     Falling Up

 

When I hear your whispered words

Upon the cool night air,

I close my eyes and brush your face

To feel your love so fair.

The beauty of the evening

Is reflected in your eyes,

And the brilliance of the stars

Are straight from heaven’s skies.

Say those words again to me,

The ones I long to hear.

That you have loved me enough to die

Just so I’d be near.

Sing to me the song of grace

Created long ago,

Then I will look into your heart

And see the moon below.

 

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     One Day I Sat With the Wise

 

...And asked what greatness is.
For it seemed to me the world
was full of people well known,
full of talents and gifts
beautiful of face and
riches beyond compare.
Surely, this is what greatness is.
The wise sat in silence
and looked out to the sea,
looked at my face and said,
“This is what greatness is.
It’s when you have fallen
and get up again.
When you give everything
you have when nothing is left.
It’s crying all your tears
then finding a smile.
To go on when you

want to go home.
It’s following what you believe
instead of what others claim,
to dare to think– and follow through.
Greatness is to stand alone
yet being courageous enough
to stand united together.
It’s to see the vision beyond
what you know and
to realize there is more
beyond what is you.
Greatness is walking through the fire
when you could have taken a swim,

to do what is right and
not what is acceptable.
Greatness is to seek God’s face
in the darkness and when
you find it, to let all other lesser things go
and to hold onto him with your entire self.
That’s what greatness is.”

 

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     Carried in Prayer

 

Guided by the warmth of your hand
before our Father’s throne,
you help me take the difficult steps
I fall from on my own.
The words you say-
they blow me away
as you thank him while I’m known.

Overcome I bow before him
beside you soul laid bare,
for three have come together
in the silence we have shared.
Through your tender words you’ve shown
that you are here, I’m not alone,
when you carry me in prayer.

 

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     Smile-Maker

 

Tiny spoons stir
little amber waves
as the pot is poured
into cheerful hearts
thirsty for
smiles exchanged
over steaming cups of tea,
the honey swirling down below
amidst the depth of conversation
forming a cherished sweet sip,
a warmth to be savored,
laughter to be shared
along with the scones
dripping with English jam
and clotted cream
edged with English lace.
What a gift of life to hold
like flowered tea-cups in your hand,
knowing you will think of this,
and smile once again.

 

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     Value of Naught


Even a hole that is
nothing is something.
Though it has been
taken away,
its emptiness allows
the light within to
spill forth into the
world beyond.
And while the wood
burns, does it not
glow in glory,
sending forth warmth
and flickering brightness
to those who
walk in darkness?
And what of the dirt?
Is it not the very entity that
all things are
founded upon?
The trees and
all living things
find their nourishment
beneath them
amongst the soil.
These nonexistent and
dying things,
yet it is they I use to
show my face.
Can I not do the
same with you?

 

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     What is Art?

Art...
Dare you define it?
Is it line or color,
          a woman smiling?
          Architectural design
                     or the graffiti as it
          passes by you on the train?
Does it consist of
          oil paint or dappled glass,
          a Moroccan castle in the east?
Or does it have morality at all?
          Can it be good or bad,
                     mean spirited or made in
                                          righteous anger?
Art for art’s sake or something else...
Perhaps it makes people see
           something common in a new way,
           or it could be an invitation.
Can art be a green board
           reclined against the wall?
           What does that say?
Is it golden toned landscapes
                     falling down from their frames,
          or statues dancing in the paint?
There is genius to offend, to teach,
           to show us beauty we had missed.
What does art mean for you?
 

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